I have a problem with English

I’ve come a long way in my private lessons, but to be honest, I feel like I’ve hit a limit. Although I’m disciplined (I even designed my own app to make sure I never miss a day of study), there’s a wall I can’t seem to climb: fear.

Something curious happens to me: I feel self-conscious practicing English in front of my family, so I seek refuge in solitude. But there, in the silence, I feel like I’m not making progress. I’m tempted by the idea of joining Discord groups, but the fear of not understanding or, even worse, not being understood, holds me back.

Do I really need another course, or is it time to change my strategy? I’m still looking for that missing puzzle piece that will help me let go once and for all.